你不会

第一次拥吻以前我们找不到语言
但听见彼此灵魂多渴望永远
贴心后嘴角的甜摩擦后眼角的咸
一起懂爱和真爱的差别
你送的杯子里面还装着温热感觉
你给的每个纪念都排在窗沿
相机是牵手两年围巾是东京五天
界线是又哭又笑的道歉
我不相信你心中现在她最美
你不会你不会你不会把我们的爱踩碎
我不相信你口中会讲出后悔
你不会你不会你不会
不心疼我拒绝被看见的泪
当初被激烈反对你安静却没妥协
对我更好来瓦解别人的偏见
我生气时总几天我倔强口不择言
是你请把我当情绪沉淀
我不相信你心中现在她最美
你不会你不会你不会把我们的爱踩碎
我不相信你口中会讲出后悔
你不会你不会你不会
不心疼我拒绝被看见的泪
我不相信重来的幸福在脱轨
你不会你不会你不会留残酷让我面对
我不相信累积的回忆都损毁
你不会你不会你不会舍得我
留一滴想乞讨的泪

Tired...

it has been sometime back since i last wrote over here... for the past.. hmm whatever happened had already over.. i can't remember much too. Haiz, i'm just feeling both physically & mentally tired. Long working hours during the summer approaching period is really testing my body. sometimes i do feel aching all over, maybe its really getting old, or maybe in the past did not really taking good care of my body thats y the problem arises now.. but those are small problems la. this week, management has decided that 3 guys are going to extend their stay in states for another 1/2 yrs. 2 of them are automatically selected & 1 slot is meant for 3 guys to fight for it. 2 automatically choices are me & tiong.. due to performance la, n the last slot should be belongs to robin, but somehow, management decided to give it to fabian because his wife is pregnant & due soon.. the atmosphere is turning sour.. because all of them thinks that fabian don't deserve it but.. So we went to the management & bang table.. they gives all sort of reasons.. but none of them is convincing. in the past, to extend needs to depends on ur performance, conduct etc.. & whats now? its none of my biz actually because i'm the auto choice, but somehow the environment is affecting me & management is making me feeling disgusting with the way they deal things. i dun feel like staying here honestly, i'm missing my buddies! those days.. n my sweetheart too.. haiz, in the end.. i din stand up to the management n say i dunwan to stay all because of one reason... all i hope is everything will turns out to be good.. n my extension here will be much more sweeter... right now.. keep having mood swing.. n tired.. need plently of mind rest. just afraid of one day, i might let go everything..
Sheng.. if u read this.. u should know.. 90% i can't attend ur wedding & be ur brother on that day already... but i will confirm with u once again after everything is finalise..

是我不好

是我不好
陈慧琳
我都醉了
灯光在我眼里都模糊了
为什么还清清楚楚记得
那天那句要我把你忘了
怎么能忘了 除非不呼吸
走到哪里才躲得掉回忆
离别就是让人怀疑自己
连恨不恨你都不能确定
也许这一切都是我不好
是我不知道
只有真心留不住男人一个拥抱
就算眼泪会是温柔的守候
可是爱如果是求来的我也不想要
是我不好 是我还忘不掉
心痛只能用时间来消耗
毕竟当初是我选的一个
给不起我永远的人
就算是我不好

我都醉了
灯光在我眼里都模糊了
为什么还清清楚楚记得
那天那句要我把你忘了
怎么能忘了 除非不呼吸
走到哪里才躲得掉回忆
离别就是让人怀疑自己
连恨不恨你都不能确定
也许这一切都是我不好
是我不知道
只有真心留不住男人一个拥抱
就算眼泪会是温柔的守候
可是爱如果是求来的我也不想要
是我不好 是我还忘不掉
心痛只能用时间来消耗
毕竟当初是我选的一个
给不起我永远的人
就算是我不好
可是爱如果是求来的我也不想要
是我不好 是我还忘不掉
心痛只能用时间来消耗
毕竟当初是我选的一个
给不起我永远的人
就算是我不好

Nice song.. alot of memories flow back, haiz..

背对背拥抱

Feeling emo for the whole day... haizz

话总说不清楚 该怎么明了
一字一句像圈套
旧帐总翻不完 谁无理取闹
你的双手甩开刚好的微妙
然后战火再燃烧
我们背对背拥抱
滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老
葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱
真话兜着圈子乱乱绕
只是想让我知道
只是想让你知道 这警告
只是想让我知道
只是想让你知道 爱的警告
只是想让你知道 爱的警告
我不要一直到 形同陌路变成自找
既然可以拥抱 就不要轻易放掉